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She shivered again, though of a truth it was not cold. The
courier's delay had completely unsettled her nerves. Twice a week
he came especially from Dover, and always he brought some message,
some token which Percy had contrived to send from Paris. They
were like tiny scraps of dry bread thrown to a starving woman, but
they did just help to keep her heart alive--that poor, aching,
disappointed heart that so longed for enduring happiness which it
could never get.
The man whom she loved with all her soul, her mind and her body,
did not belong to her; he belonged to suffering humanity over
there in terror-stricken France, where the cries of the innocent,
the persecuted, the wretched called louder to him than she in her
love could do.
He had been away three months now, during which time her starving
heart had fed on its memories, and the happiness of a brief visit
from him six weeks ago, when--quite unexpectedly--he had appeared
before her ... home between two desperate adventures that had
given life and freedom to a number of innocent people, and nearly
cost him his--and she had lain in his arms in a swoon of perfect
happiness.
But be had gone away again as suddenly as he had come, and for six
weeks now she had lived partly in anticipation of the courier with
messages from him, and partly on the fitful joy engendered by
these messages. To-day she had not even that, and the disappointment
seemed just now more than she could bear.
She felt unaccountably restless, and could she but have analysed
her feelings--had she dared so to do--she would have realised that
the weight which oppressed her heart so that she could hardly
breathe, was one of vague yet dark foreboding.
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