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"I do not know," she said slowly, "whether you are aware that the
man I just now parted from was for a twelvemonth past my
sweetheart, and that I believed I loved him, and KNEW I was true to
him. If you have not heard it, I tell you now, for the time will
come when you will hear part of it from the lips of others, and I
would rather you should take the whole truth from mine. This man
was false to me. He betrayed two friends of mine as spies. I
could have forgiven it, had it been only foolish jealousy; but it
was, I have since learned from his own lips, only that he might
gratify his spite against the commander-in-chief by procuring their
arrest, and making a serious difficulty in the American camp, by
means of which he hoped to serve his own ends. He told me this,
believing that I sympathized with him in his hatred of the
commander-in-chief, and in his own wrongs and sufferings. I
confess to my shame, Major Van Zandt, that two days ago I did
believe him, and that I looked upon you as a mere catch-poll or
bailiff of the tyrant. That I found out how I was deceived when I
saw the commander-in-chief, you, major, who know him so well, need
not be told. Nor was it necessary for me to tell this man that he
had deceived me: for I felt that--that--was--not--the--only reason--
why I could no longer return--his love."
She paused, as the major approached her earnestly, and waved him
back with her hand. "He reproached me bitterly with my want of
feeling for his misfortunes," she went on again: "he recalled my
past protestations; he showed me my love-letters; and he told me
that if I were still his true sweetheart I ought to help him. I
told him if he would never call me by that name again; if he would
give up all claim to me; if he would never speak, write to me, nor
see me again; if he would hand me back my letters,--I would help
him." She stopped: the blood rushed into her pale face. "You will
remember, major, that I accepted this man's love as a young,
foolish, trustful girl; but when I made him this offer--he--he
accepted it."
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