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Lettice could have lived to herself and her husband and children.
Edward daily required more and more the stimulus of society. His
wife wondered how he could care to accept dinner invitations from
people who treated him as "Wilkins the attorney, a very good sort of
fellow," as they introduced him to strangers who might be staying in
the country, but who had no power to appreciate the taste, the
talents, the impulsive artistic nature which she held so dear. She
forgot that by accepting such invitations Edward was occasionally
brought into contact with people not merely of high conventional, but
of high intellectual rank; that when a certain amount of wine had
dissipated his sense of inferiority of rank and position, he was a
brilliant talker, a man to be listened to and admired even by
wandering London statesmen, professional diners-out, or any great
authors who might find themselves visitors in a --shire country-house.
What she would have had him share from the pride of her
heart, she should have warned him to avoid from the temptations to
sinful extravagance which it led him into. He had begun to spend
more than he ought, not in intellectual--though that would have been
wrong--but in purely sensual things. His wines, his table, should be
such as no squire's purse or palate could command. His dinner-parties--small
in number, the viands rare and delicate in quality,
and sent up to table by an Italian cook--should be such as even the
London stars should notice with admiration. He would have Lettice
dressed in the richest materials, the most delicate lace; jewellery,
he said, was beyond their means; glancing with proud humility at the
diamonds of the elder ladies, and the alloyed gold of the younger.
But he managed to spend as much on his wife's lace as would have
bought many a set of inferior jewellery. Lettice well became it all.
If as people said, her father had been nothing but a French
adventurer, she bore traces of her nature in her grace, her delicacy,
her fascinating and elegant ways of doing all things. She was made
for society; and yet she hated it. And one day she went out of it
altogether and for evermore. She had been well in the morning when
Edward went down to his office in Hamley. At noon he was sent for by
hurried trembling messengers. When he got home breathless and
uncomprehending, she was past speech. One glance from her lovely
loving black eyes showed that she recognised him with the passionate
yearning that had been one of the characteristics of her love through
life. There was no word passed between them. He could not speak,
any more than could she. He knelt down by her. She was dying; she
was dead; and he knelt on immovable. They brought him his eldest
child, Ellinor, in utter despair what to do in order to rouse him.
They had no thought as to the effect on her, hitherto shut up in the
nursery during this busy day of confusion and alarm. The child had
no idea of death, and her father, kneeling and tearless, was far less
an object of surprise or interest to her than her mother, lying still
and white, and not turning her head to smile at her darling.
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