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The day when Lady Dunstanwolde had turned from standing among her
daffodils, and had found herself confronting the open door of her
saloon, and John Oxon passing through it, Mistress Anne had seen
that in her face and his which had given to her a shock of terror.
In John Oxon's blue eyes there had been a set fierce look, and in
Clorinda's a blaze which had been like a declaration of war; and
these same looks she had seen since that day, again and again.
Gradually it had become her sister's habit to take Anne with her
into the world as she had not done before her widowhood, and Anne
knew whence this custom came. There were times when, by use of her
presence, she could avoid those she wished to thrust aside, and Anne
noted, with a cold sinking of the spirit, that the one she would
plan to elude most frequently was Sir John Oxon; and this was not
done easily. The young man's gay lightness of demeanour had
changed. The few years that had passed since he had come to pay his
courts to the young beauty in male attire, had brought experiences
to him which had been bitter enough. He had squandered his fortune,
and failed to reinstate himself by marriage; his dissipations had
told upon him, and he had lost his spirit and good-humour; his
mocking wit had gained a bitterness; his gallantry had no longer the
gaiety of youth. And the woman he had loved for an hour with
youthful passion, and had dared to dream of casting aside in boyish
insolence, had risen like a phoenix, and soared high and triumphant
to the very sun itself. "He was ever base," Clorinda had said. "As
he was at first he is now," and in the saying there was truth. If
she had been helpless and heartbroken, and had pined for him, he
would have treated her as a victim, and disdained her humiliation
and grief; magnificent, powerful, rich, in fullest beauty, and
disdaining himself, she filled him with a mad passion of love which
was strangely mixed with hatred and cruelty. To see her surrounded
by her worshippers, courted by the Court itself, all eyes drawn
towards her as she moved, all hearts laid at her feet, was torture
to him. In such cases as his and hers, it was the woman who should
sue for love's return, and watch the averted face, longing for the
moment when it would deign to turn and she could catch the cold eye
and plead piteously with her own. This he had seen; this, men like
himself, but older, had taught him with vicious art; but here was a
woman who had scorned him at the hour which should have been the
moment of his greatest powerfulness, who had mocked at and lashed
him in the face with the high derision of a creature above law, and
who never for one instant had bent her neck to the yoke which women
must bear. She had laughed it to scorn--and him--and all things--
and gone on her way, crowned with her scarlet roses, to wealth, and
rank, and power, and adulation; while he--the man, whose right it
was to be transgressor--had fallen upon hard fortune, and was losing
step by step all she had won. In his way he loved her madly--as he
had loved her before, and as he would have loved any woman who
embodied triumph and beauty; and burning with desire for both, and
with jealous rage of all, he swore he would not be outdone,
befooled, cast aside, and trampled on.
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