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"Do you remember, Mr. Paynter, that day you first lunched here
and told us about the African trees? Well, it was my birthday;
I mean my first birthday. I was born then, or woke up or something.
I had walked in this garden like a somnambulist in the sun.
I think there are many such somnambulists in our set and our society;
stunned with health, drugged with good manners, fitting their
surroundings too well to be alive. Well, I came alive somehow;
and you know how deep in us are the things we first realize when we
were babies and began to take notice. I began to take notice.
One of the first things I noticed was your own story, Mr. Paynter. I feel
as if I heard of St. Securis as children hear of Santa Claus,
and as if that big tree were a bogey I still believed in. For I do still
believe in such things, or rather I believe in them more and more;
I feel certain my poor father drove on the rocks by disbelieving,
and you are all racing to ruin after him. That is why I do honestly
want the estate, and that is why I am not ashamed of wanting it.
I am perfectly certain, Mr. Paynter, that nobody can save this
perishing land and this perishing people but those who understand.
I mean who understand a thousand little signs and guides in the very
soil and lie of the land, and traces that are almost trampled out.
My husband understands, and I have begun to understand; my father
would never have understood. There are powers, there is the spirit
of a place, there are presences that are not to be put by.
Oh, don't fancy I am sentimental and hanker after the good old days.
The old days were not all good; that is just the point,
and we must understand enough to know the good from the evil.
We must understand enough to save the traces of a saint or a
sacred tradition, or, where a wicked god has been worshiped,
to destroy his altar and to cut down his grove."
"His grove," said Paynter automatically, and looked toward
the little wood, where the sunbright birds were flying.
"Mrs. Treherne," said Ashe, with a formidable quietness, "I am
not so unsympathetic with all this as you may perhaps suppose.
I will not even say it is all moonshine, for it is something better.
It is, if I may say so, honeymoonshine. I will never deny the saying
that it makes the world go round, if it makes people's heads go
round too. But there are other sentiments, madam, and other duties.
I need not tell you your father was a good man, and that what has
befallen him would be pitiable, even as the fate of the wicked.
This is a horrible thing, and it is chiefly among horrors that we
must keep our common sense. There are reasons for everything,
and when my old friend lies butchered do not come to me with even
the most beautiful fairy tales about a saint and his enchanted grove."
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