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Then the full weight of his burden fell upon him. The rich
walls wheeled away, and before him lay the cold rough moor
winding on through life, cut in twain by one thick granite
ridge,--here, the Valley of Humiliation; yonder, the Valley
of the Shadow of Death. And I know not which be darker,--no,
not I. But this I know: in yonder Vale of the Humble stand
to-day a million swarthy men, who willingly would
" . . . bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office, and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,"--
all this and more would they bear did they but know that this
were sacrifice and not a meaner thing. So surged the thought
within that lone black breast. The Bishop cleared his throat
suggestively; then, recollecting that there was really nothing
to say, considerately said nothing, only sat tapping his foot
impatiently. But Alexander Crummell said, slowly and heavily:
"I will never enter your diocese on such terms." And
saying this, he turned and passed into the Valley of the
Shadow of Death. You might have noted only the physical
dying, the shattered frame and hacking cough; but in that soul
lay deeper death than that. He found a chapel in New York,--
the church of his father; he labored for it in poverty and
starvation, scorned by his fellow priests. Half in despair, he
wandered across the sea, a beggar with outstretched hands.
Englishmen clasped them,--Wilberforce and Stanley, Thirwell
and Ingles, and even Froude and Macaulay; Sir Benjamin
Brodie bade him rest awhile at Queen's College in Cambridge,
and there he lingered, struggling for health of body
and mind, until he took his degree in '53. Restless still, and
unsatisfied, he turned toward Africa, and for long years, amid
the spawn of the slave-smugglers, sought a new heaven and a
new earth.
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