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Frank's case was all the more painful because
he had no one in particular to fix his jealousy
upon. Sometimes he could have thanked the
man who would bring him evidence against his
wife. He had discharged a good farm-boy, Jan
Smirka, because he thought Marie was fond of
him; but she had not seemed to miss Jan when
he was gone, and she had been just as kind to
the next boy. The farm-hands would always do
anything for Marie; Frank couldn't find one so
surly that he would not make an effort to please
her. At the bottom of his heart Frank knew
well enough that if he could once give up his
grudge, his wife would come back to him. But
he could never in the world do that. The grudge
was fundamental. Perhaps he could not have
given it up if he had tried. Perhaps he got more
satisfaction out of feeling himself abused than
he would have got out of being loved. If he
could once have made Marie thoroughly unhappy,
he might have relented and raised her
from the dust. But she had never humbled herself.
In the first days of their love she had been
his slave; she had admired him abandonedly.
But the moment he began to bully her and to be
unjust, she began to draw away; at first in tearful
amazement, then in quiet, unspoken disgust.
The distance between them had widened
and hardened. It no longer contracted and
brought them suddenly together. The spark of
her life went somewhere else, and he was always
watching to surprise it. He knew that somewhere
she must get a feeling to live upon, for
she was not a woman who could live without
loving. He wanted to prove to himself the
wrong he felt. What did she hide in her heart?
Where did it go? Even Frank had his churlish
delicacies; he never reminded her of how much
she had once loved him. For that Marie was
grateful to him.
While Marie was chattering to the French
boys, Amedee called Emil to the back of the
room and whispered to him that they were going
to play a joke on the girls. At eleven o'clock,
Amedee was to go up to the switchboard in the
vestibule and turn off the electric lights, and
every boy would have a chance to kiss his
sweetheart before Father Duchesne could find
his way up the stairs to turn the current on
again. The only difficulty was the candle in
Marie's tent; perhaps, as Emil had no sweetheart,
he would oblige the boys by blowing out
the candle. Emil said he would undertake to do
that.
At five minutes to eleven he sauntered up to
Marie's booth, and the French boys dispersed
to find their girls. He leaned over the card-table
and gave himself up to looking at her.
"Do you think you could tell my fortune?"
he murmured. It was the first word he had
had alone with her for almost a year. "My
luck hasn't changed any. It's just the same."
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